Selasa, 24 Agustus 2010

first love

Ini gara-gara dengerin lagunya Nikka Costa beberapa hari yang lalu. Saya jadi teringat-ingat masa SMA, bahkan SMP. Dan beberapa hari yang lalu, saya memimpikan "dia" yang sempat saya pikir adalah cinta pertama saya. Dia orang yang baik sebenarnya, cuma mungkin dia "wrong man in the wrong time", atau justru saya yang "wrong girl in the wrong place & time". Dia bisa saja jadi cinta pertama saya, tapi sepertinya dia adalah masalah pertama saya. :)

Nah nah.. Do I believe in first love? Nggak tau juga. Beranikah saya bilang bahwa "dia" itu cinta pertama saya? Nggak juga. Buat saya, istilah cinta itu terlalu absurd. Dari mana kita tahu itu yang pertama? Bahkan, apa mungkin kita akan mendapatkan yang terakhir?


Everyone can see
There's a change in me
They all say I'm not the same
Kid I used to be

Don't go out and play
I'll just dream all day
They don't know what's wrong with me
And I'm too shy to say

It's my first love
What I'm dreaming of
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don't know what to do

My First love
He thinks that I'm too young
He doesn't even know
Wish that I could show him what I'm feeling
Cause I'm feeling my first love

Mirror on the wall
Does he care at all
Will he ever notice me
Could he ever fall

Tell me Teddy Bear
Why love is so unfair?
Will I ever find a way
And answer to my pray

For my first love,
What I'm dreaming of
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don't know what to do

My first love
He thinks that I'm too young
He doesn't even know
Wish that I could show him what I'm feeling
Cause I'm feeling my first love

My first love.......


But I'm all over it! Saya sedang menjalani hari-hari saya bersama seorang laki-laki baik hati yang nggak memperdulikan hancurnya wajah saya atau parahnya mood saya. He might not be the first, and I don't know whether he will be the last one. The only thing I know, I'm very happy right now.

2 komentar:

@aprilianatr ---dhani---- mengatakan...

dan aq sll ngrasani kalian di dalem hati dg bilang, "how lucky tanti"
bahkan sampek yg dianggep ank si toni dr pd km. wakakakakaka.....

judge a book by its cover bgt kalimatku diatas. ahahaha

Sgt. TanTan mengatakan...

hahaha.
bener banget Ni'!! Sampek bingung aku.

you're a lucky girl, too since you know what's so wrong with that "someone" this early before it's too late.

you'll find the real one man for you, who'll be the first one you see whan you wake up, and be the last one you see before you sleep. :D